all alone in space and

all alone in space and time, theres nothing here, but what here’s mine

Had a shit few days, but..things are starting to look up..lyrics which best describe my situations at the moment..umm..

Met a girl
Thought she was grand
Fell in love
Found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap
Trip I can’t grip
Never thought I’d be the one who’d slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She fuckin’ hates me
Trust
She fuckin’ hates me”
Puddle of Mudd – She hates me

:) Anyways..not too sure of what i’m doing with myself at the moment..thats the only thing thats up really :\ not sure of my whereabouts, where i am..where i’m going..what i’m going to do with myself..very confused.
Been listening to a lot of Placebo and NiN recently..change from Manson anyways :o|

ffs >> Pop Idol winner

ffs >> Pop Idol winner Will Young looks set to make music history when his debut single enters the charts this week.

The single, which is released today, has already sold 1.2 million copies through advance orders, making it the fastest selling debut single in British history.

Who gives a shit? Will Young, Aaron Carter, N’Sync..err, cant think of anymore, but..my point is, they’re all exactly the same! they all sing sad songs in a high voice and bitch about “my baby going away” or something. wtf..

well i’m officially down again.

well i’m officially down again. It’s really starting to piss me off how one second I can be happy, but the next..something hurts me and i’m depressingly low.. :(
I’m listening to manson though, so hopefully he’ll help me up again as he always does. Seems like he’s the only one thats good to me.
I’ve been trying my best recently to impress and gain the love/trust of someone that i really like, but..well, all is not going to plan :|

I went to work in bluemoon this afternoon, that made me happy :D it was really busy because of the Football (Worthington Cup Final) and the club being right across from the stadium just made things worse..i’m officially a bartender (now i just need to find a theif and we can be lovers :D) anyways..post later..head messed right now. thinking about too much.