added some stuff to the

February 28, 2002 at 15:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

added some stuff to the ‘Virgin’ section

all alone in space and

February 28, 2002 at 14:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

all alone in space and time, theres nothing here, but what here’s mine

Had a shit few days, but..things are starting to look up..lyrics which best describe my situations at the moment..umm..

“Met a girl
Thought she was grand
Fell in love
Found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap
Trip I can’t grip
Never thought I’d be the one who’d slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She fuckin’ hates me
Trust
She fuckin’ hates me”
Puddle of Mudd - She hates me

Anyways..not too sure of what i’m doing with myself at the moment..thats the only thing thats up really : not sure of my whereabouts, where i am..where i’m going..what i’m going to do with myself..very confused.
Been listening to a lot of Placebo and NiN recently..change from Manson anyways :o|

ffs >> Pop Idol winner

February 26, 2002 at 00:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

ffs >> Pop Idol winner Will Young looks set to make music history when his debut single enters the charts this week.

The single, which is released today, has already sold 1.2 million copies through advance orders, making it the fastest selling debut single in British history.

Who gives a shit? Will Young, Aaron Carter, N’Sync..err, cant think of anymore, but..my point is, they’re all exactly the same! they all sing sad songs in a high voice and bitch about “my baby going away” or something. wtf..

i give up

February 24, 2002 at 21:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

i give up

well i’m officially down again.

February 24, 2002 at 18:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

well i’m officially down again. It’s really starting to piss me off how one second I can be happy, but the next..something hurts me and i’m depressingly low..
I’m listening to manson though, so hopefully he’ll help me up again as he always does. Seems like he’s the only one thats good to me.
I’ve been trying my best recently to impress and gain the love/trust of someone that i really like, but..well, all is not going to plan

I went to work in bluemoon this afternoon, that made me happy it was really busy because of the Football (Worthington Cup Final) and the club being right across from the stadium just made things worse..i’m officially a bartender (now i just need to find a theif and we can be lovers :D) anyways..post later..head messed right now. thinking about too much.

not done anything tonight, need

February 23, 2002 at 15:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

not done anything tonight, need to find out if i’m in work tonite, else i’ll go out on the piss again at bluemoon..

there’s not much left to love
too tired today to hate
I feel the empty
I feel the minute of decay
I’m on my way down now, I’d like to take you with me
I’m on my way down
I’m on my way down now, I’d like to take you with me
I’m on my way down
the minute that it’s born
it begins to die
I’d love to just give in,
I’d love to live this lie
I’ve been to black and back
I’ve whited out my name
a lack of pain, a lack of hope,
a lack of anything to say
there is no cure for what is killing me
I’m on my way down
I’ve looked ahead and saw a
world that’s dead
I guess that I am too
(chorus)
I’m on my way down now, I’d like to take you with me…

i thought i’d make a

February 23, 2002 at 03:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

i thought i’d make a post..but i really dont have the bother in me to do it properly.

I feel like damn shit, and have done all night. Dont ask me why, i have no explaination that can be done in less than a few hundred lines.
But basically it comes down to the two girls I like both being in the same place at the same time, and both having the same objective..to totally ignore me.
Well, apart from one time, but she was totally fucked off her face so it so obviously didnt mean anything to her, and I didnt really expect it to. So, I dont know why I did it really. Just makes me very grr..

I just wanna be loved..but dont know where to find it

why do i always go

February 21, 2002 at 20:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

why do i always go for the wrong girls?
shower time..wash away the stench of failure and rejection.

I stand, looking my hand
I talk with these lines
That’s not the answer
I cry and now I know
looking the sky
I search an answer

Damned, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it’s falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some day I cry alone,
but I know I’m not the only one
I see that another day is gone
I don’t wanna die…
Please be here when I’ll arrive, don’t die… please

She’s got eyes like zapruder,

February 20, 2002 at 23:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

She’s got eyes like zapruder, And a mouth like heroin, She wants me to be, Perfect like Kennedy

Going to bluemoon on friday..everyone is invited Come along if you want! Its in Womanby Street, Opposite the Castle (it’s across from Clwb Ifor bach, the welsh club)..just look for the purple door it’s £3 entry before 11:30, dunno how much it is afterwards…but, anyone who mentions newmodel gets a free drink of their choice on me Come along, talk to me..and if ur a girl..i definately will be on the pull!

you get me high, I’m

February 20, 2002 at 21:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

you get me high, I’m feeling so low..how far would you let me go?

I sooooo want this! http://store.apple.com/Apple/WebObjects/ukstore.woa
/985/wo/bGTir0wG7rS7bSajro/4.3.0.3.30.25.1.2.17.3.1.1.0?33,10 its lushious, dont you agree?!?!