“oh fuck u nathan ur

April 28, 2002 at 16:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

“oh fuck u nathan ur a self centerd prck that dusnt consider ne1 else’s feelings. u will always blame sum 1 else cos u think u are always rite. even though u hurt the people that r meant 2 b close 2 u. u need a slap of reality coz ur not the best person in the world eventhough u do think that. ur fake and u pretnd 2 all sweet n innocent wen we all no that ur just a nob. with passion.”

Makes me feel quite powerful actually.

oooo man, why do i

April 27, 2002 at 12:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

oooo man, why do i do this to myself….? my head is absolutely THROBBING….yes..went out again last nite to the bluemoon..too much alcohol by miles..

woke up this morning next to a Burger King bag with mayo, loadsa fries and a chicken royal (which i’ll put in the microwave later :P)

cant get hold of kate, phone engaged
my scars are healing up pretty nicely

gonna go into town today, find alex…buy our Ozzfest tickets (YAY!) and Kerrang club tickets for 2nite (boo!)
i’m gonna make an appearance at Kerrang club 2nite which is in cardiff for the nite, even though I despise Kerrang because its basically…crap. Follows trends, totally. Stick to Metal Hammer personally yay.

Should have a metal hammer nite…:D

ech, sorry i havent updated

April 24, 2002 at 23:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

ech, sorry i havent updated in so long things have been hectic..

weird stuff has been going on..
kate has slept in my bed for the last 2 weekends..
i’ve got £ in my pocket..
and i’ve been having fun..

bought myself a nice litre of vodka last nite in Tesco on the way home from work..
desperately been trying to forget about a certain person..
for my own sanity..and more importantly, because I know how Kate feels about me..and I really really really dont want to hurt her *again*…I want it to last.

HAHAHAHAHA NATHAN IS SEXY!! NATHAN

April 21, 2002 at 12:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

HAHAHAHAHA NATHAN IS SEXY!! NATHAN IS SEXY SEXY SEXY SEXXXXXYYYYYYY NATHANN.
Mwahahaha. I have taken over your life and your blog mwahahahha
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ok so i’ve had a

April 18, 2002 at 01:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

ok so i’ve had a bit too much to drink

we’re the nooobodiessss….wanna be some

April 18, 2002 at 01:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

we’re the nooobodiessss….
wanna be some somebodiiiies…

ech..not a bad week..not a

April 13, 2002 at 03:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

ech..not a bad week..not a good week..my weeks are all the same of recent
Work full time is ok..but, its very monotonous…just going to have to get used to it I s’pose..every day is the same shit..
I decided to open up to my office today..instead of being quiet..etc. opening my mouth on the odd occassion..I decided to participate and, essentially..become a bigmouth like everyone else..and..you know what..a lot of things changed over the course of those 2 hours..more changed, relationship wise..over those 2 hours..than in the last 3 weeks..its crazy.

Everyone started talking..Sarah started being weird..and i was just pissing myself laughing while trying to take phone calls..we played games of ‘Boy, Girl, Fruit, Flower’ when it got quiet..and as usual, had to sit through Becky’s stories of her periods, and shite…always puts me off my food..

cable down again :| i

April 7, 2002 at 14:00 · Filed under Uncategorised

cable down again i had to diagnose the problem for them grr..bad upstream signal, makes me keep disconnecting…58.0dbmv <–the highest..too high..even the engineer last week didnt notice that grr..spent an hour and a half on the phone, got an engineer now 2morow..again. and spent another hour calling them, trying to get complimentary freephone dialup…which i got..still no compensation for 512k access.