“oh fuck u nathan ur

“oh fuck u nathan ur a self centerd prck that dusnt consider ne1 else’s feelings. u will always blame sum 1 else cos u think u are always rite. even though u hurt the people that r meant 2 b close 2 u. u need a slap of reality coz ur not the best person in the world eventhough u do think that. ur fake and u pretnd 2 all sweet n innocent wen we all no that ur just a nob. with passion.”

Makes me feel quite powerful actually.

oooo man, why do i

oooo man, why do i do this to myself….? my head is absolutely THROBBING….yes..went out again last nite to the bluemoon..too much alcohol by miles..

woke up this morning next to a Burger King bag with mayo, loadsa fries and a chicken royal (which i’ll put in the microwave later :P)

cant get hold of kate, phone engaged :(
my scars are healing up pretty nicely :)

gonna go into town today, find alex…buy our Ozzfest tickets (YAY!) and Kerrang club tickets for 2nite (boo!)
i’m gonna make an appearance at Kerrang club 2nite which is in cardiff for the nite, even though I despise Kerrang because its basically…crap. Follows trends, totally. Stick to Metal Hammer personally :) yay.

Should have a metal hammer nite…:D

ech, sorry i havent updated

ech, sorry i havent updated in so long :( things have been hectic..

weird stuff has been going on..
kate has slept in my bed for the last 2 weekends..
i’ve got £ in my pocket..
and i’ve been having fun..

bought myself a nice litre of vodka last nite in Tesco on the way home from work..
desperately been trying to forget about a certain person..
for my own sanity..and more importantly, because I know how Kate feels about me..and I really really really dont want to hurt her *again*…I want it to last.