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wow..had a weird few days..but..i’m not complaining :)
last nite..was sat at my pc, clad in just boxer shorts at 10pm..when I got a call…Down Impact were playing at the bluemoon..so I just had to go..
they’re cool..and i know all the members so :p *poo to you*
got back home about 3am..talked on the phone to Bekki for a while, and sent an absurd email to every member of the Welsh Assembly :\ then went to sleep.
Saturday night was *so fucking cool* and I dont regret one second of it. Yea ok so I did some weird stuff..but it was all justified. In my mind anyways.
I dj’ed for around 2 hours..I had almost every body (although was a low turn out..40 or so people) dancing by the end of the night :D woooohooo.
I experimented with power. havent done that in a long time.
and it worked..I managed to fuck things up even more between me and kate, and ruth, and sera too i think. but hell..who cares about kate and ruth. they’re both just indecisive arses.
its lush to have a power trip. i should do it much more often.
quite happy at the mo..its like 1:15am..listening to Everlong by the Foo’s and talking to sara and sera..
i want a thong
got work again 2morow..as bloody usual. took a 3 day sabatical last week..couldnt be arsed going in. it sucks arse there.
imagine, working for a delivery company..that cant make deliveries :| jeebus man..
need a cigarette.
i dont wish I was dead anymore. The drugs are working. Fucking *yay*!
my love life is fucked up..
I dont think I want to be with anyone :( it sucks..i cant seem to shake it off either.
Was speaking to Javiet last nite..he clearly still likes me..but..I dunno what my feelings are..you know..in that department.
*i need more time*
its been so HOT the last few days! AAAACH. its 1:20am now and its still boiling!
I’m thinking of moving away from Cardiff..I’ve applied for a few jobs in various places..
If I can find a flat for under Â£400 a month..and a job that pays around Â£900-1,000 a month..then I’ll be sorted :) yay. I would seriously do it, parents have said they would give me money towards it too (around Â£6,000, half of which to be paid back)