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wow..had a weird few days..but..i’m not complaining

last nite..was sat at my pc, clad in just boxer shorts at 10pm..when I got a call…Down Impact were playing at the bluemoon..so I just had to go..
they’re cool..and i know all the members so :p *poo to you*
got back home about 3am..talked on the phone to Bekki for a while, and sent an absurd email to every member of the Welsh Assembly :\ then went to sleep.

Saturday night was *so fucking cool* and I dont regret one second of it. Yea ok so I did some weird stuff..but it was all justified. In my mind anyways.
I dj’ed for around 2 hours..I had almost every body (although was a low turn out..40 or so people) dancing by the end of the night woooohooo.
I experimented with power. havent done that in a long time.
and it worked..I managed to fuck things up even more between me and kate, and ruth, and sera too i think. but hell..who cares about kate and ruth. they’re both just indecisive arses.

sean should have died. damn you ryan

its lush to have a power trip. i should do it much more often.
quite happy at the mo..its like 1:15am..listening to Everlong by the Foo’s and talking to sara and sera..

i want a thong

got work again 2morow..as bloody usual. took a 3 day sabatical last week..couldnt be arsed going in. it sucks arse there.

imagine, working for a delivery company..that cant make deliveries jeebus man..

need a cigarette.

i dont wish I was dead anymore. The drugs are working. Fucking *yay*!

my love life is fucked up..
I dont think I want to be with anyone it sucks..i cant seem to shake it off either.
Was speaking to Javiet last nite..he clearly still likes me..but..I dunno what my feelings are..you know..in that department.
*i need more time*

its been so HOT the last few days! AAAACH. its 1:20am now and its still boiling!

I’m thinking of moving away from Cardiff..I’ve applied for a few jobs in various places..
Bristol
Brixton (London)
Reading
Leeds
and Nottingham

If I can find a flat for under £400 a month..and a job that pays around £900-1,000 a month..then I’ll be sorted yay. I would seriously do it, parents have said they would give me money towards it too (around £6,000, half of which to be paid back)